In my own mind..

3 hari dah berlalu... since the day i send my registration form to obtain approval from the highest management .. dan ya aku baru decide untuk ambil Safety and Health Officer Competency Training. It's a big step for me. I really hope i can finished the program before kena transfer to KL.. hopefully everything goes well. I am very fortunate sebab bosku ZZ support habih and so did my family.

Teringat pulak kata-kata dari my mentor late Jim Rohn ''Imagine if we can become valuable aset in the market place.. u wont believe the change in income, you wont believe the change in promotion, u wont believe the change in fortune, u can have all u want... because u can work on yourself as much as u want.. and here is the secrect ;work harder on your self  than you do on your job ; if you work harder on your job u make a living ..if u work harder on yourself u can made..a FORTUNE!!  i love that phrase...

I want to have changes in my life.. and be like what i want to be.. PRECIOUS & VALUABLE

do pray for me.. :)


29/12/2010 - Finally my application has been approved ..alhamdulillah.. i am on my way to pursue my dream job :)))

Remembering You..

I like to recall our memories

They bring me close to you

Your love is always around me

It keeps me from being blue

Your kiss so sweet and gentle

That makes my heart beat fast

Just like it once use to do

In the not so distant past

Holding you in my embrace

Was always a thrill to me

Even holding hands with you

Was the reason for the smile on me

We fit so close together

Like the pages of a book

Seems i always ended up

With that 'i adore you' look!

''from the love of Ellie'



Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing’s quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can’t take it so i
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You’re always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I’m haunted

Chorus
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You’re just the best I ever had
The best I ever had

Hari Raya Wishes from SHE Dept, N7&N8

Hhhmmmmm....

Better than great
It was a windy day... from the door of my house I sees the trees dancing following the rhythm of the winds. At the same time the rubber seed (biji getah) fall s on my courtyard... and popping here and there. The scenery, the air , the sounds, the people. I loves the life i spent here, feel so close to nature and my beloved family. If possible i want to be here till i die. I am a kampong girl.. and i am proud of it :))

Us..

Us

My precious Ashwin

Lost Time Injury..

8 sleepless nite ... 3 reports and 1 investigation report ..
.. on 7 July , around 2pm new SSS , inform aku ada fatal accident kat site.. meluru aku keluar dari bilik training nak dapatkan kepastian before boleh activate ERP Team. SAH!! . I hate this situation.. i've been there. My body are shaking..Telefon aku tak henti-henti berbunyi.. tak sampi 10 minutes the whole package knew about it ..but briefly laa sebab report pon tak de lagi. Hantar JKKP 6 to Dosh, and start compile very single documents about the unfortunate worker..

we just celebrate 3 Millions man hour with lti last week... bosku came back from KL with gloomy face.. everybody effected ..

on 13th July after submission of full report to DOSH they agreed to lift the NOP (Notice of Prohibition) ..
Today our Head of Safety gi mengadap MOT di Dayabumi KL to convinced them we have already taken corrective and preventives measure to avoid reoccurence .

meeting with the worker family at Jerlun is the hardest thing to do.. i try to hide my tears but when i'm hugging his daughter.. my tears running fast..
sabar ye dik.. allah lebih sayangkan ayah..

my hope is that the whole safety team will keep up strive to ensure safety is always being implemented without compromise..

New excitement..

Previous years i set my target to reach the next level in my carrier... and along the process a lots of sacrifices had to be done. Despite all the tears, mentally and physically tortured with work load and personal issue, i am standing now at the place in want to be before. Now that i've already at the finish line ... i need to search for a new excitement ..new goal.. new hope. Meaning to say.. i need to register for another marathon

Back on track...

Allhamdulillah..
after 5 days feels like out of source now i'm back on track.. only minor headache and body ache.. but thats ok as long as i can still come to work.. maybe i am crazy but i love my job.. very much:). At home the kids are so helpful whenever i need them and m so grateful for what i have in my life now. They are my true inspirations..
Today i managed to do tool box talk with one of the CM and subcons... Usually the topic of course safety rules and regulations..but today i mainly focused on Construction Theft,.. do you know estimated about 90% of all equipment theft take place between 6pm Friday and 6 am Monday. Holiday and week nights are next. Annual losses at roughly $1 billion... just imagined..

Lang Buana Resort- Team Building 2010

Closer to mum..

Tahun baru.. and out of sudden we decide to moved nearer to my mum house..its exciting and tiring occasion at the same time.. excite for the kids.. because the hall is wide enough for them to rumble compare to what we had right now.

Our house facing exactly to rows of rubber trees and the air is really cool and refreshing, reminds of my early day staying at my grandma house.
I really hope this changes will give tonnes of positive impact to my life, exploring backyards with the kids and being much closer to mum and dad to serve them whenever they need it.

Leave it in God's hand..

Few weeks ago, i was so jammed packed with Management Review meetings, MOM, slide presentation and also induction program for new comers. Although it seemed impossible for me to finished it on time, i managed to do it all and i believe the power of MIND has instruct my unconscious mind to generate energy to expedite my movement. But the most important things ,i leave everything in God's hands.. i believe the supreme power of all will guide me through every obstacles that i face.. regardless how tough the scenario can be. Besides determination , dont ever forget to perform your solat.. thats the core of everything we do.